I never said thank you or I love you enough. Thank you Meliss. Thank you for the way you would hold my hand, for the way you would laugh at me, for the way you used to say 'oh my god' everytime you would cuddle next to me. Thank you for sleeping with me in that twin bed for months and months, not even caring about the size, because you simply remarked 'well, ill just sleep on top of you, we'll be fine'. Thank you for dealing with me. Thank you for every kiss. And your laugh. Everything you did made me feel so uniquely special. I never thought I would be able to have love, and friendship as I did with you. Thank you. I can't cry hard enough now that you are gone. I never imagined that this amount of emotion would exist amongst humans. There are days that I wish I never met you. The hard days, that is. Just so I would be spared the ocean of tears that keeps pouring out of me. I refuse to let go of you. I just don't know what to grasp. I love you. I hope one day I will see you again. Yours,

al