The month of July was a very difficult one for me. And right as I was beginning to see myself coming out of that trench a grenade was thrown and I ended up even deeper. The month of august has been insanely difficult. I am now completely out of Santa Barbara, which causes a bit of anxiety on top of everything else I have been working through in my head. I moved into my house on July 1st, and from that point until now, August 22nd, I have felt cold and distant from a lot of things.....I have heard that it is possible that Meliss will be moved to UCLA very soon, which is great news. I believe in her strength and resilience.