the self-destructive nature of drinking alcohol to cope is one that I have been accustomed to all to well the last few days. I understand the many different reasons why it is simply a bad idea however I don't even try to care. She started seizing again and that just means that we need to pray harder and pray more for her. I have never been religious, but I am a believer and she is in the hands of a greater being. She is resting and will be ok soon but I miss her and I am so worried.