Her Beauty in a Wicked World

I absolutely hate looking on facebook and seeing how some of her "friends," are just so happy and caught up in their own tiny, unimportant little world.  Friends that came to visit her in the hospital on their way to vegas.  Yes.  They stopped by to see her as they were on their way to las vegas.  She was in a hospital bed, in a coma and they came in on their way to vegas.  I just don't understand how some people are so void of decency.  Decency that makes one human.   How are they able to go out and celebrate and have fun after the past three months.  As if she were still alive.  I just think that as much as the whole "she would want you to have fun, and have a life, and move on" rhetoric  is thrown out it is really impossible to do without spending time dealing with, and comprehending the fact that she is gone.  I mean, I still call her phone a few times a day just so I can hear her voice.  I still leave her messages.   The gall of some of her supposed friends, the utter disregard for her.