I am really afraid that my mind has yet to fully comprehend or attempt to grasp that she is gone. I say those words over and over yet I am still numb. Being in new york gives me an endless amount of distraction, which is ideal right now. I am either out and being distracted or I am so tired that I pass out in a flash. I just miss her so much, and the simplest little thing throws me into the deepest depth of my pain. It hurts so much.

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